She`s got one foot on the ground.
That`s one more than before her day.
Just crawl back and swallow your pride like so many pills before this.
Girl speak you must know something more.
I know that you must feel something for your presence is coming chilly.
Your motions sadly sober now.
Please let yourself cry.
Prove your miserable existence and i`ll believe.
I`ll confess my sin. Choking on the manipulation of another.
Roaming on the plane of no bother.
The child spoke the truth.
"i can`t believe i`m dead." So why bother us now.
You knew everything except the price of haste,
so hold your breath to hold his hand.
I`m here so where are you?
Everything was lost overhead.
Above the mantle in the depression.
Not a single memory to burn in this betrayal.
At least nothing that i can reach.
I am still standing, still staring at your child rolling,
playing in your husband`s stain.
Would you make a token for your son of what`s left of his teeth pried from the plaster.
If he found the weakness to surrender to pain,
can you find the strength to search for him.
I am here so where are you.
I am still here and i need you.